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Hi,
Today can either be really, really good, or the complete opposite. I'm going into my town with this guy, Jon White. We used to see each other a while back. We have this fucked up relationship now that can't really be classified as anything. He can easily make me completely miserable.

That doesn't really matter; I'm seeing him because he's a brilliant writer. The thing with this kid is that he speaks the truth about everyone and everything. He can see right through people, and I don't know how that effects his writing, but he has this interesting way with words. When I thought of writing something with him, the idea got stuck in the back of my head, and has been stuck there ever since.

I finally IMed him the other night about it. I felt kinda bad. Every time I talk to him I know I upset him, somehow. I know it's best to stay away from him, for my sake, and his also.
The only thing I can do here is write the damn thing with him and see if it turns out okay.

Well, on the other side of things, I'm finally a freshman now. We graduated from Black River on Thursday, and I don't think any of us looked back. It's hard not to, so much as happened to us in this school. We grew up there. The school basically helped mold our personalities. High school is gonna be different, though. I'm preparing myself. I'm hearing mixed things about it; high school. The kids on MSIU told me that it's harder, socially, educationally, ect. Though, the few kids I've talked to who actually go to my high school say that it's usually fine, boring, normal. I don't really know what to expect. I feel kinda young.

I don't really wanna cram my thoughts and confuse you. Though...I probably don't need to cram my thoughts to do that. I guess how this works is that I'll tell you how the night went, in my next entry? Yeah. I'll do that.

Be seeing you.