You can only move as fast as who's in front of you;

The last few days have been nice. Sarah's birthday was this past Saturday, that was fun. We went to Applebee's and harassed the waiters. That was also fun. We returned to her house, partied like mad, only not really. But we ate alot, that we did do. Watched Zoolander and whatnot. It was fun, kinda...different. I love them all loads.

Summer is really starting to get on my nerves. Another wasted season where I sit around hoping something exciting is going to happen to me. Plus it's really freakin' hot, so you know. Energy prices and stuff. I don't really care that much about costs though, cause I'm not paying. :)

I don't know. I'm rambling. And I have a hotdog calling me from downstairs. So. Yeah. :D

I Want To Hold You To The Sun:

I read somewhere that 'the more intelligent you are, the less happy you will become,' and I guess that's true, because the more you know the world, it's likely you will become depressed over it. People lie, people cheat, people use you for their own games. It depends greatly over how you're exposed to the world. If you open your eyes, you'll see the great amount of hate in the world, the large amount of liars and whatnot. It's kinda scary, once you get to the point of understanding.

I'm writing this fast, I have both parental units on my ass.

Anyway, today I'm supposed to go to the movies with Erin and Carli. I know, it's different, considering I haven't hung out with either of them in a good 4 or 5 months. I'm pretty determined to stop being a COMPLETE dick and get over myself. I've been friends with them since 6th grade, it's about time I started acting like a friend to the people who've truly, always been there.

Other then that, it's hot, and I'm genuinely bored. I've actually picked up my violin a number of times the past few weeks, which is also a great change. Thank you Emilie Autumn for that: